FEARS

I remember growing up fears things like fireworks, thunder, lighting robbers, getting home from school and no one being there, and that my grandpa McCullough knew how to empty the grain truck without my dad telling him how to at the elevater. Simply things nothing that I won't be able to ask my parents about and them telling me things was going to be okay. So I understand having fears I also remember worrying about what if the trumpt blows and Jesus takes everyone but me then I will be in the fire by myself. Now I have a child with fears all kinds of fears. At the end of summer he started going around the house like 2 to 3 times at night making sure all the doors were locked just ask Jared he got locked out a couple of times and the crazy thing was that he thought I was doing it for fun. Now let me tell you at night I don't have the energy to lock someone out believe me. We finally figured it out and when we went on our summer vacation we heard he tell the boys that he didn't have to do his job because they locked on their own like we gave him that job. Then when we got home from Christmas he kinda had gotten over it but we have it now again but with something different this time DEATH. I heard him asking Coleman today if he really wanted to be a vet when he grows up and Coleman says yes then Carson says well you won't be able to cause we will all be dead by then. He then goes off on global warming (which came from Cameron) we will just all be dead because of that and then I hear Coleman say you are so weird like that's going to happen. He has asked that if robbers come here can they just take stuff and not him and are there real robbers and wolfes,bears and can they really hurt us and the list goes on and on to the point where I don't even know what to say anymore. I had to pick him up from school one day and we live only 1 mile from the school, but it sure is enough time for questions and it was " Mom if you have a headache will you die"? No Carson "If you get a haedache for alot of days then do you die"? No Carson you won't die. Then he sits back in his seat and says good then I don't have to think about that anymore. He is always fearing something he even has Camille going some days. Jared was going somewhere so he took her along as they were driving out of the driveway she says "Daddy is that where the bad guys are" as she points to house that had the meth lab going. I am hoping this doesn't last to long I could be done with it now. I just don't know where he keeps getting the things he worrys about. So we just keep on loving him and letting him know that he is okay and we all are.