Missing my girl

Well it has been eight days now and I really just want her to come and give her a huge hug!!! I am not putting her down once I get her in my arms!!! I am so glad that she is getting to know my family and friends. I am just hoping I can make it without her. I think Cosmo is wondering where in the world she is, when the boys leave he roams from room to room. I haven't even went into her room hoping to make it easier. Yesterday I was over at Luann's house and we were down loading pictures and she had Camille on some and I wanted to cry. At the same time we have been so busy from ball to field trips, to school meetings. I have also been able to spend more time with Carson when he gets home. I think that he is bored but still comes up with all these profound questions. I had went to the chiropactor and while there he looks out the window and sees the channel 3 building. He knew right away what it was but wondered why it was 3 and not another number. I have no idea why so after about ten mintues of him asking me basicaly the same question just 20 different ways. That could of been one gene that Jared could of kept and Jared's dad could of also kept so I wouldn't have to be the one to put up with it all the time. So Carson decides to just ask his dad cause he would know GREAT you just go right ahead. Then today when he got home from school he say to me mom are we really not taking anything with us when we go to heaven? I tell him that we won't take anything he says but mom not our clothes? No Carson we're not!!! Well I don't want anybody to see me. Wow we are all going to be bald mom we will just have to find clothes when we get there. I maybe wrong but I don't think he meant to say bald. I would really love to get into his mind!!! I am so ready to see my girl now but I have alot to get done first so hopefully the time will go fast.